The Week After Spring Break

How did this happen? When did it go wrong?

Today is Monday. I am a very depressed, mad, angry lady.

I am depressed because two papers are unfinished. Interviews are not being conducted and i am in deep shit. And I have a test tomorrow that I havent studied for.

I am mad because I cant go the a basketball game. Because I didnt have the courage to ask a ride from a guy. This is so stupid.

I am angry because my friend is back in norman...and friend is disrupting my schedule, and my life. And is making feel very inwardly guilty because I am not spending time with friend...and I dont know how to do to say...STOP. I cant be anymore but just a plain, simple friend.

I am a very depressed, mad, angry lady.

I wish my semester is OVER!!!

I just want it to be summer...oh summer...

I still have TWO whole months before I am finally FREE!!!

Oh I hate my life...hate it...hate it...

And I'm trying to smile...smile...smile...