Girls and Weight

It took me so long, but I finally did it.

I got my weight to go down back to my upper secondary school days. I have been maintaining my weight for the past five years, so its really good to know I can still lose weight again! I hope I can maintain that weight now.

The difference is not a lot, but it shows I can do it!

Now, I am aiming to go back to my weight in my lower secondary school days. It is really not a lot of difference, about two kg, but it is just so hard for me to lose even a small amount.

I mean, I havent grown taller, but my weight has increases steadily. So really, going back to my weight in lower secondary is a possibility and a dream! Hehehe.

I doubt no one will notice, but at least it makes me and my jeans happy!

PLS: I hate the question, "Am I Fat?" No matter how fat I think I am, I would never ask it, except to my cousin, coz we are family and family always give good criticizim, even when you dont want to hear it. I always simply state if the occasion is right, "I think I grow fat already".

How do I know? Jeans, people. My jeans. Trust me, if it doesnt fit nicely, its time to hit the gym at least three times before my jeans can fit snugly again.

Note: According to me = fat = unnecessary weight gain = not in my best shape. Not overweight. I hate to say fat and then people would think, "Oh, but you look okay." I just want to be fit. Cant help it, especially once you know you were fit, with all those gold medal for fitness test :) I always score in my running and flexibility and sit up. Dont ask about running, I have no clue especially now that I take such a long time to run 2.4, it makes me wonder how I accomplish it under 12 minutes during high school. Shuttle run and jumping are my worse event. I cant sprint or jump.

My brother always says, "D, you are so fat!" And then he will hit my thighs with the back of his hand and make it juggle. -_-

Well, to console myself, I went back home last winter and he is now so fat! Ahahahaha. He has become flabby. To much protein shake and not enough exercise. Damn plump now lah he, compared to how skinny he was last time. He's been going to the neighborhood gym, but I havent seen him in a long while. It's okay. I will still say, "USELESS LAH". Bleh.