My Perfect Life

I am feeling so depressed.

Interviews, papers, datelines, test, etc.

Esp V day.

I dont even want to think about it.

Go ahead, rub salt into my wound.

Let's see...I seriously dont care that im single.

But I HATE that my week is so filled ... and i have to squeeze in some thoughts for V day, which is highly incomprehensible to me since I will be working most of time... might be the advertisment bombarding me and jamming thoughts of candies, chocolates and loovvee...

Come to think of it, I hate V day THIS YEAR because I have to conduct interviews and scribble off mind-boggling sentences to assemble an essay from nothingness that I cannot even relax on that freaking day.

I JUST WANT A HOLIDAY...any day without being consumed by throughts of work/studies/test/interviews/papers/money/etc.

I want to sleep without setting the alarm clock. I want to stay in bed whole day and lie there dreaming about a perfect life, where I can just sleep and sleep and wake up feeling satisfied and intoxicated from excess sleep, and fall back to sleep again.

Hahahahaha. Yes, I think I just figure out what I really want for my perfect life...at the age of the big-2-oh, no less.