Saturday, September 06, 2008

Feeling dizzy.

I feel dizzy. Lightheaded. Weird. Guilty. About jobs and graduate school.

I dont like this feeling at all.

I think my biggest fear is going back, because then, I will never be free again. It is like returning to a cage and having myself shut in.

Yet, the future is murky.

I tread in dark waters.
I walk among strangers.
I live in silence.

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On the other hand, I love my friends. I love them all. Truly. Deeply. Forever.

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