Over. Finally. Over.

How ironic that my situation has come to this.
It was a dip in the water.
Come and gone so fast, you never even know.
You never cherish, never treated me right.
Up till now, I guess you dont really care. Not 100 percent.
It's stupid, I know, sometimes to think of the future, when none existed.
I stopped thinking of it. Stopped wanting. Stopped dreaming.
And then hope came. And rested its gentle wings on me.

We are walking a different path. I can see it, feel it.
I think you do too. I dont know why, but you never made any effort.
You have greater plans, different from mine.
And I am wasting time, effort and energy just hoping.
I am sacrificing for something that doesnt exist.
I understand now, how someone can fall out and hope again.
I understand now, how you can love again, even though you have been broken.
Because I am going through the very same process.
But I am becoming more cautious now.

I changed.
You made me stronger, in a way.
I no longer believe in happy endings. No fairy tales.
No hollywood.
This is real life.
I cannot depend on anyone. Much less you.
Your promises are empty.
Maybe you meant it, but it cannot happen.
I cannot trust you now, not fully.
I cannot open up to you, for fear of hurting.
I didnt want to walk down this road.

Why didnt we have a happy ending?
But its okay. I have to let go, even if it hurts.
It still hurts especially when you leave me without saying goodbye.
But I finally mean it when I say I am moving on.
I am no longer wishing you called me.
I am no longer hungering for your presence.
It is sad, how it ended.
But you forced it.
I see it in your eyes,
you dont need me.
You dont want me.
Without the connection, we are barely even friends.
We barely talked about deeper issues.
We barely shared our life.
It's over. Everything's over.
There is no use wishing.
I thought I wanted you.
You became comfortable.
You told me months earlier to get go.
Find someone else, you said.
Not now, but down the road, I will.
I have finally found the will to love myself.
Nine days, I suffered.
Aching, dreaming, hoping, haunted.
I wanted to let go so badly,
that I was angry you called, and saw me.
Because I was suppose to withdraw.
It's done and over.

My love has come and gone,
and you never knew nor cherished it.
It's over.



Happy Ending - by Mika

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

Wake up in the morning,
stumble on my life
Can't get no love without sacrifice
If anything should happen,
I guess I wish you well
A little bit of heaven, but a little bit of hell

This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I feel as if I'm wasted
And I'm wastin' everyday

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.

This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

2 o'clock in the morning,
something's on my mind
Can't get no rest; keep walkin' around
If I pretend that nothin' ever went wrong,
I can get to my sleep
I can think that we just carried on

This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I feel as if I'm wasted
And I'm wastin' everyday

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

A Little bit of love, little bit of love
Little bit of love, little bit of love [repeat]

I feel as if I'm wasted
And I'm wastin' everyday
This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.

This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
To live the rest of our life,
But not together.