Refresh

I think I have withdrawal symptoms.

But it is gone. Finally. I have gotten over all the bad stuff in my life. I am no longer affected by it.

Life is good,

For now.

Holidays have made things easier to bear.

I have found my dreams.

I have refreshed my soul.

I never want to be affected by a person ever again.

I never want my feelings to be dependent on a person's whim.

I never want to be depressed.

I am changing. I will change.

That's why life is good, for now.

I have good friends, who care.

I realized I am different. I am myself.

I must never envy someone else because I am I.

I will be what I want.

I have a will, a spirit, a body, a life of my own.

And I will be me.

It is time for the winds of change.

It blows softly...

I can feel it...

...so gently it lifts my hair.